I don't remember the exact date we met, its a bit fuzzy. The date and time are all hazy but the moment is to cherish.She was in the Comedy section of the video store. As I walked in our eyes met, we both smiled because it felt like the natural thing to do, smile.Love at first site doesn't really describe it. It was Kismet, that's the word, fits perfectly to the description of what it was. I felt like I knew her. When she smiled back at me it was as if that smile she smiled with was only for me, no-one else had been privy to it. She had smiled to friends and family before but not like this. This was mine and just for me so I cherish it.Our first proper conversation was some time after, a couple of days I think, but after that conversation she's been the cause of emotional roller coasters, she's been the most wonderful kiss, an entertainer, comedian and much more.
Tonight is about 2 years since we first met and I've just wished her a good night sleep but I was hoping for confrontation because I think we are both a bit passive aggressive in this relationship. I'm definitely guilty of that so tonight I was hoping for an argument to get a hint of what she's thinking. We've known each other for so long but I was more certain of relationship 2 years ago than I am now. I haven't told her this but I think we both feel a sense of uncertainty.We don't see each other anymore so labeling our relationship is a bit of a challenge. This is the diary of my life since her, our conversations and awkward relationship
